gofasterrabbit

witching hour polls and random musings

Here in Vancouver we are starting to make our way back into the world after 9 weeks of fairly strict isolation measures. Our stage 1 response was (somewhat retrospectively) implemented on March 16 and (officially) lifted on May 18. March 16. I was working full time in a 24-floor office tower in downtown Vancouver. I …

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It has been so long since I felt myself. Really. Felt. Myself. My. Self. MySelf. Whatever that is. I feel like I am just pretending to be me. I’ve been pretending for a while now. So long in fact that MySelf is starting to have a hazy quality. A nostalgic quality. An image in a …

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ON THIS DAY … 5 YEARS AGO I just stumbled upon this “on this day” flashback on facebook. This photo brings up a lot memories that now lurk mostly beneath the surface of consciousness and many intense feelings that I’d prefer to not relive … it’s almost painful for me to look at it. However, …

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I was assaulted twice in the past week. Yup. On two separate occasions. First time. I was driving along minding my own business and came to a stop at a red light. I happened to look to the right and noticed the driver of the car staring at me. He flashed a giant smile and …

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Finally feeling as though I have shaken off last year’s warm weighted blanket. Finally stretching, blinking my eyes open, and lifting my head to scan the horizon and quietly slip out of the lingering heaviness. Feet still bare. Eyes still a little blurry. Covers of still turned back in case I need to retreat. Have …

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